Showing posts with label fibromyalgia diagnosis. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fibromyalgia diagnosis. Show all posts

Friday, May 22, 2020

You've Got to Be Kidding! Looking Back at Childhood Fibromyalgia Symptoms




As I've learned more about Fibromyalgia (FMS), learning that it is a central sensitization syndrome that is said to not be a progressive illness, I have come to question when did it actually start for me. 


What is Central Sensitization Syndrome?

Mayo Clinic's, Dr. Sletten Discussing
Central Sensitization Syndrome (CSS)


"Central sensitization is a condition of the nervous system that is associated with the development and maintenance of chronic pain. When central sensitization occurs, the nervous system goes through a process called wind-up and gets regulated in a persistent state of high reactivity. This persistent, or regulated, state of reactivity lowers the threshold for what causes pain and subsequently comes to maintain pain even after the initial injury might have healed." quoted from What is Central Sensitization via the Institute for Chronic Pain.


I like to visualize the musical metaphor Dr. Daniel Clauw, a clinical researcher at the University of Michigan, uses to explain this phenomenon as an amplifier turned to its highest level at all times. "Consider the loudness of an electric guitar to represent the amount of pain a person is experiencing. Like the strings of a guitar, there are many types of sensory nerves that produce qualitatively different kinds of sensory information from the skin, muscle, and joints, but in order to hear this information, it has to be processed through an amplifier, the central nervous system. So you can get someone to have more pain by strumming the individual strings of the guitar harder and faster, but another way to increase the loudness would be to turn up the amplifier. And by increasing the level of the amplifier, all strings become louder."


So, those with Central Sensitization have neuroprocessing of pain signals that are much more sensitive than those without, leading to the feeling of pain when there isn't any acute injury. 

FMS is Considered Non-Progressive


Clauw, a leading researcher of FMS, states that while those living with Fibromyalgia may feel it is getting worse over time, it is not a progressive disease that in itself is spreading, causing more and more deterioration in the body. It is non-degenerative and non-fatal. However, as Clauw explains in this interview by Donna Gregory Burch in the National Pain Report, CSS pain that isn't managed can cause those with FMS to feel as is symptoms are getting worse because they, "progressively get less active, sleep worse, are under more stress and unknowingly develop bad habits which worsen pain and other symptoms." 


This understanding makes me surmise that if we "catch" CSS early, we can then address the pain signals sooner allowing the growing ramifications of ignoring the issue to be abated. Also, the theory of neuroplasticity suggests that the more we do something the deeper ingrained it is in our brain pathways. Doesn't it stand to reason, then, if CSS is addressed early on, then we can lessen or even erase/change these pain pathways in the individual's brain. Certainly, early management of CSS would improve the worsening symptoms for those living with Fibromyalgia.


My Early Onset of CSS


Looking back, I realize I had symptoms of FMS in my teens for sure, probably as far back as 10. I did not yet have the roving, all-over pain that remains for 6 or more months which is one of the main indicators doctors currently use to diagnose Fibromyalgia. For me, this didn't start until June of 2018.


However, as more research has been done since 1974 (when I was ten-years-old), there is now evidence that there are other issues such as irritable bowel syndrome (IBS), interstitial cystitis/painful bladder syndrome (IC/PBS), vulvodynia, migraine, and temporomandibular joint disorder (TMJD) that fall into the Central Sensitization Syndrome umbrella. Often, those living with Fibromyalgia have more than one CSS they are experiencing.





Interstitial cystitis signs and symptoms include:
        • Pain in your pelvis or between the vagina and anus in women.
        • Pain between the scrotum and anus in men (perineum)
        • Chronic pelvic pain.
        • A persistent, urgent need to urinate.
        • Frequent urination, often of small amounts, throughout the day and night (up to 60 times a day)


As long as I can remember, I had an ache below my bellybutton, between my hipbones that were continuous. I had relatively symptom free periods once I started at age 13, but from reports my friends had of the pain they would experience during that time of the month, I concluded I had that type of ache all the time. It was especially noticeable at night, and so I would curl up on my side, sometimes placing my hands on the area to help lessen it. Pressure and heat help ease it.


I didn't know to tell anyone about this. I didn't have a general practitioner. I went a few times to the free clinic for various things during my kidhood. We didn't have insurance. Also, my single parenting mom had more things to deal with then a tummy ache. It really didn't occur to me to even bring it up until I was in my 30s. The ache was definitely escalating and started to come with urgency issues. I was diagnosed several times over the next five years with urinary tract infections. I took the antibiotics dutifully. Often though, the more extensive urine lab test results came back negative. My doctors had me finish the medicine and often the pain would subside (to a less intense level), so I didn't question the findings.


I did finally get referred to a specialist who immediately diagnosed me with Interstitial Cystitis. All those prior "infections" were falsely diagnosed. However, 16 years ago, when I was diagnosed with IC, there was never any mention of Central Sensitization Syndrome. It was addressed by medicine, instillations of a pain-relieving solution into my bladder, and physical therapy for the pelvic floor. None of that has really changed the ache but now I know not to go in for antibiotics.


Related Post: Ur In Trouble: Interstitial Cystitis and Fibromyalgia




Chronic Breast Pain from an Early Age

I had breast pain from the get-go of development that was constant like the pain in my bladder. I now know that it has a name (mastalgia), and research is showing that it too "can be an aspect of the central sensitivity syndrome and can be added to the somatic symptoms of fibromyalgia". -2015 Research Report Can mastalgia be another somatic symptom in fibromyalgia syndrome? I'm embarrassed to say that this is an issue (that I still have) I have yet to really talk to my doctor about. It just wasn't something we mentioned, so I thought it was just a part of being female and having breasts.


Related Article: Breast Pain and Fibromyalgia




Common signs and symptoms of GERD include:
      • A burning sensation in your chest (heartburn), usually after eating, which might be worse at night.
      • Chest pain.
      • Difficulty swallowing.
      • Regurgitation of food or sour liquid.
      • A sensation of a lump in your throat.

GERD and IBS

As a teen, I experienced burning, sharp pain in my breast bone, specifically in my sternum. Again, I never mentioned this until my husband and I moved to a new town just before I became pregnant with our daughter. We had moved all our belongings (which wasn't a lot, but a few larger items) up three floors of narrow stairs. The sternum pain was so severe, I thought there was something going on with my heart. I couldn't take in a full breath without sharp pain that made me not want to. I did go to the local clinic and was diagnosed with a bruised sternum due to heavy lifting. Ice, Ibuprofen, and rest was the prescription. I didn't bring up that this is an ongoing area of pain. I knew this was a higher-level of what I normally felt, so I accepted the diagnosis.


As a teacher, I found that I lost my voice often after a break from teaching, so every fall, after winter break, etc. One parent volunteer, also a doctor's wife, suggested that this could be due to acid reflux. When I told her about the breast bone pain, she said it most likely was GERD and that I should be seen. I followed up with a specialist who suggested medication which I took for a few years, really not experiencing any change in the sternum pain, but I did eliminate the throat irritation. Later, not liking the long-term effects of the medication, I decided to take the next step by getting the Nissen Procedure done. I wish I had not done this because it has caused more stomach issues and I still have the sternum pain and acid reflux pretty much as before.


I started that early on but really didn't know what it was. I went through many "urinary tract" infections that ended up not being urinary tract infections when the lab results came back. I was diagnosed with IC in my mid-30's. I also had the chest and breast pain before I was twenty. But that was associated with various exercise and hormones. The difficulty of taking a full breath (feeling like I wasn't getting enough air started being noticeable for others to comment when I was 15 or so. GERD was diagnosed when I was in my 30's, so I had surgery (the Nissen procedure) about 40 after years of taking meds. The chest pain at my sternum was attributed to that. That pain never went away with meds or with the surgery. I was diagnosed with FM last November.





The symptoms of IBS typically include:
  • cramping
  • abdominal pain
  • bloating and gas
  • constipation
  • diarrhea
 
I've only just been diagnosed with Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS) after going back for pelvic floor therapy. I have had the symptoms of to some degree since I was in my 30s. However, I had attributed it to the IC and GERD medicine I was on that affected my bowel movements. It wasn't until recently, when I was off all medicine that would cause diarrhea or constipation, that I realize it's an issue that comes "naturally" to my system.


In the article, A Closer Look at the Interrelationship of Fibromyalgia and GERD, Dr. Don Goldenberg states, "Clinicians should be more alert to the possibility of this association. For pain practitioners, routinely asking FM patients about any problems with irritable bowel and repeated reflux would be a very good start."

Childhood Diagnosis of Fibromyalgia

Children can be diagnosed with FMS. In Mayo Clinic's article on Juvenile Fibromyalgia, "Estimates suggest that juvenile-onset fibromyalgia affects 2 to 6 percent of school children, mostly adolescent girls. It is most commonly diagnosed between ages 13 and 15." However, they look for the traditional symptoms of wide-spread pain lasting for 6-months or more, sleep disturbances, fatigue, brain fog, anxiety, and depression.


However, with what we know now, I feel that doctors should be more alert to patients presenting with other, long-term CSS issues. Looking at patients' background for possible trauma-causing events that are suspected causations to Central Sensitization Syndromes such as surgery, accidents, major illnesses, and home-life instability that rate on the Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACE) evaluation tool.


A New Paradigm is Needed for Diagnosing FMS/CSS:


What if we looked at the whole picture? What if we caught the CSS in it's beginning? Wouldn't that allow for major positive changes in the care of such a patient? It seems like the result would be curbing the severity of Fibromyalgia and the comorbid CSS issues.


To do this, doctors need to be more thoroughly educated about Central Sensitization Syndromes. They also need to be trained to look at the person as a whole. Not just the physical issues that are presenting (often only looked at one at a time), but of the whole of the person.


What is your experience with FMS symptoms and comorbidities? When did you have the onset? When were you diagnosed? What has been your experience with the progression of FMS symptoms?





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Friday, February 21, 2020

Going from PAINfully Living to PainFULLY Living

Due to spending the week in Arizona visiting my mother-in-law, I didn't get to write a new post.  I've decided to repost my first blog entry with a few updates this week.  I have two other posts in the works, so see you again next week Friday.

This is the beginning of
my journey with fibromyalgia. It's been
one of many ups and downs, turns and twists,
but ever moving forward, living
my life as FULLY as I can.

June (2018), as my husband and I drove across the country from Michigan to California in our Ford Escape, I began to notice a change in me.  It wasn't quite a new thing, but a new intensity and duration.  My muscles ached deep, deep within me, gnawing from the inside out.

This is the beginning of a major life change, a journey of sorts that has birthed a new self.  It's been hard (almost impossible at times) and is ongoing; however, I have come to be thankful for what it's brought me to.



Why I Have Chosen to Tell My Story Publically

Being a teacher and a lover of learning, I have done a lot of research.  Seeking insight, knowledge, and help from every place I could find it.  This blog is to share my path on this journey.  One:  Just so I can have it recorded somewhere.  Two: Hopefully help others through this sharing.

I have come to witness and understand that Fibromyalgia comes in many forms with a variety of symptoms and a variety of ways that people choose to handle it.  I have learned from others' stories; however, no one that I've encountered has taken the path I've been on.  I feel that by sharing what I've gone through and am going through might give insight to someone else.  I don't think anyone will have the same path as you, so gleaning from many, may lead you in the direction you will want to go.

I have chosen to accept the pain by managing it as much as possible. Sounds easy, right?  Just manage it. This blog will go into the details of how my life has been impacted, some of the possible reasons Fibromyalgia developed in me, and how I am managing it.  I have gone from PAINfully Living to painFULLY Living since my diagnosis in November (2018).




I will share as best as I can through my words the raw truths that I've been living with.  I don't want to sugar coat anything.  Fibromyalgia is an all-encompassing, chronic disorder: physical, emotional, and mental.  To share my path will mean sharing it all.   It will be cathartic for me and hopefully helpful to some.

As of today (2/21/20), it's been a bit over a year since my diagnosis.  I have learned so much about myself in this journey. I have learned a lot about how fibromyalgia affects me and what does and doesn't help me live FULLY despite its presence.  I continue on the path, open to what it brings me. Thank you for coming on this journey with me.




What journey are you on currently?  Do you find it helpful to reflect and share your story?  Do you find connection learning of others' paths and choices?  


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Monday, June 24, 2019

What's Wrong with Me? Part 2


The path to figuring out what was
going on was not straight-forward.
Unfortunately, both the doctors and I
only ever looked at one issue at a
time. When what was needed, was
to look at my whole self (mind and body)
to figure out WHAT's WRONG WITH ME?
Please, read Part 1 if you haven't yet:

Bless my doctor.  First off, we had fairly recently moved to a small tall an hour north of Grand Rapids, MI.  I had just changed to him as my general practitioner the year before. After the recent diagnosis of ADD, here I am again, sitting in his office in tears.  I could tell he thought I was just a stressed-out mess, but I tried my best to explain that this is all something new.  He brought up the term Fibromyalgia, but he admitted he didn't know much about it.  He ordered thorough blood work and an appointment with an immunologist.  All tests came up with normal results-no issues. My fears of the big C were alleviated.

In the meantime, I began to research all things Fibromyalgia.  I found some good information and some that were pretty detrimental.  One really helpful website has been fedupwithfatigue.com by Donna who explains her own journey-first with Fibromyalgia and then with the additional diagnosis of Lyme Disease.  She has spent a lot of time researching and then sharing with fairly impartial information.  It was her Fibro 101 page that connected me to all sorts of helpful information. (More later.)

Meanwhile, things at work had gotten impossible.  On December 7, 2018, I called in sick.  This was not a usual thing for me.  And in fact, after officially announcing my retirement for May 31, 2019, I planned on getting a nice lump sum of money for all my sick days.  That wasn't meant to be.  After a weekend in bed, I couldn't go in on Monday, then Tuesday, then Wednesday... I contacted my personnel director who let me know that I could go on long-term leave and that I had enough days saved up that I had the rest of the year covered.





This was the hardest thing I had to do-give up control of my classroom after 32 years of teaching.  As desperate as I had become, I knew it was what I had to do. Luckily, a wonderful, young teacher who had just spent the first half of the year teaching 6th grade in our district was available for the long term job.  So, I left my classroom and school community, never to return again.

What has your journey been to discover what's wrong? The more we share with one another, I believe the better this process will get for others. The fact that doctors tend to treat one issue at a time not looking at the whole person is one that is slowly changing for the better. More and more mind/body connection is being acknowledged.  What is your experience?


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However, as you know, my new normal means that sometimes I have
to listen to my body and am not able to follow through as planned. 
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